Relentless Self-Questioning: A Shattering Year of Brutal Accountability

I kept asking myself, holding myself accountable at all times—throughout the past year, every month, every week, every day, every hour, every second, every fleeting moment: what exactly was I doing?

If you've never engaged in this kind of introspection, the first time you do it, it's truly震撼.

Only when you genuinely realize how much you don't know will you actually take action—real action, the kind that scrutinizes every single second of your past with ruthless precision, not the self-deceptive kind where you just write a superficial year-end summary.